Hi! We are a fairly large, undiagnosed system, with an 18yo afab ftm transgender body. Currently obsessing over Good Omens, kpop/mpop, FNAF, OW & DDLC. We go by our host's names, which is Cameron Alexander Yagami (american), or Zhí Caìy Fēng (Chinese).
Hey guys, I am asking for help getting through this month and I desperately need your help to get groceries and keep my water and electricity on. My son and I haven’t been able to get enough formula we were declined WIC and I’ve been rationing milk and rice so I really could use help getting food for kahlil.
I’ve been struggling a lot these past few months and I have regularly skipped on eating (often for several days in a row) to try and make ends meet due to losing my job at the salon, I have struggled with bill payments and getting groceries/household supplies with absolutely no income, I could use anyone and everyone’s help in boosting/donating to my post so that I won’t lose him to social services. I have to have food in the house and utilities turned on by the end of this week or my parental status will be revoked.
If anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just $1, it would literally save my life and sharing definitely helps just as much a donations and nobody has to donate if they can’t or don’t want to, thank you.💖
The ordeal of being known wouldn’t be so mortifying if you didn’t want it so very very badly. I overheard someone walking past our apartment at 11pm remarking with surprise on the smell of coffee in the air, and the other neighbor said “oh one of the people in that apartment works night shift.” The strange awareness that other people are also aware in passing of you. I also hope they don’t know this because I wake them up when I leave at midnight. The mortifying ordeal of dropping your keys loudly in the middle of a silent hallway in the middle of the night. Anyway I’m emotional about people.
I was running late tonight and while rushing at 11:37 pm, I dropped every piece of silverware we own, and as they clattered to the floor, I thought “truly I am Known” while presumably my downstairs neighbors plotted murder
their faves even have their own crack youtube channel (NCT daily)
but at the same time members constantly disappearing, I miss Ten and Kun :’(
switching hard and soft stan mode according to the units
like being lowkey thirsty for NCT U & 127 but also you can’t forget babying the Dreamie’s at daytime
listen to them on shuffle is a ride like one second you listen to Mark’s cute rap in chewing gum and the next song he gonna hit you with “uH and that’s a long ass ride”
counting the members to check if everyone’s there
“their concept iS NOT THAT HARD”
blessed with international members
but also Czennies probably be learning 4 languages at the same time
friends with monbebes and carats uwuuwuuwu
and having Red Velvet, EXO, SuJu, etc. supporting their faves
meme and crackhead fandom of the year
no one roasts NCT better than NCT and their fans themselves lmao
and czennies receiving so much love from all the members especially Jaemin :)) no matter how bad you feel about yourself, Jaemin literally LOVES and ADORES you to death and would do everything for you
are supported by Mark because he watches their NCT crack videos (thank you for the views, Mark)
photoshop pros - “Mark’s shirt is not ironed? Hold on we got that.” “Taeyong’s amount of hair is unrealistic by the many times he’s been dying his hair? Let me fix that by photoshopping a bald head and sending him on Twitter”
*reads or hears the word regular* brain, parents, whole South Korea: “don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it” czennie: “reGULAR HUH”
have the best lightstick to knock someone out which they obviously don’t do bc they’re as pure as Renjun’s innocent image SM wants him to have
do you guys ever stop and think about how much you love mark lee and how much you wanted to be cuddling with him right now and making sure he knows how much you fucking love him?? cause i do and it kills me everyday
Since his debut with NCT, he has made very clear that he can be an excellent rapper. SM, please, we want to see more of Johnny, don’t you dare sleep on him.
We all need to thank him for this. We feel so included. It’s just amazing to hear them talk and understand immediately what they are saying, so thank you Johnny for making us feel closer to you.
MULTILINGUAL
And is not just English, he is seriously amazing with languages. Until now he knows:
This is one of our favorite ships because they are just so funny together. That is one friendship goals.
FACEBOOK PICS
Have you ever seen his old facebook fill with pre-debut pictures? He looks so cute. Is one of the best things we have found in my life, that made our day.
JOHNNY’S FASHION EVALUATION
This started as an internal joke but now it grew to become a section of NCT diaries. Is so iconic.
He was a trainee for 9 years and a half. He lived in the U.S.A. so during vacations he had to travel to South Korea to practice, then he moved to South Korea to focus more on it.
And in the end, he is one of the members of this amazing and hardworking group that we love.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN!
Thank you for all the hard work you always do, keep enjoying what you do and follow your dreams. We will remaind by your side with all our love and support.
BUT HE DOES LET HAPPY DRIVE HIM WHEN HE’S TAKING PETER HOME, BECAUSE GIVING PETER HIS FULL ATTENTION AFTER DRAGGING HIM INTO THE AIRPORT FIGHT IS MORE IMPORTANT TO TONY THAN FEELING PERSONALLY SAFE
I’m just still not over that he memorised exactly how to get to Peter’s home and Peter’s little puppy dog eyes of surprise when Tony’s correcting Happy just I swear this is fanfiction
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(based on a prompt by @merelypassingtime Eddie has a dark secret he’s been keeping from Venom for a few months, one he’s absolutely ashamed. When he is no longer able to keep it, how will that effect their bond?
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Symbiosis was generally a two-way street. Venom needed Eddie to survive on Earth, and while Eddie did not need Venom to survive normally, Venom allowed Eddie use of his abilities to take out bad guys. Such as the thug that used to extort Mrs Chen. Between them, there were no secrets. Save for one.
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Shortly after Venom had fully recovered from the explosion, nearly a month after the event itself, Eddie’s demeanor had changed and he had pretty much begged Venom for this one secret.
“Please, V,” he had started. “I don’t ask for a lot. Just please let me have this one.”
At the time, Venom had not understood. And even now, he still did not understand. But in the end, he allowed Eddie his secret. Sure, if he wanted, he could just pull the thoughts by force, much like how he did in the beginning of their union. And Eddie knew it. But things were different now. There was trust; and Venom VALUED trust, unlike most of his species. No matter how curious he was, he would not break that trust.
The whole secret thing wasn’t all bad. One full day a month he got to be with Annie, and Venom loved her very much. Hell he even eventually grew to tolerate and even like Dan. Not that he had much of a choice, given how Anne refused to allow any ill thoughts about her boyfriend.
Regardless, these once a month visits were fun. Both Anne and Dan always made sure to engage him in conversations and always had the best chocolate. Even tho he did not understand why, he eventually grew to look forward to these outings. Venom knew Anne knew the reason for these trade-offs, and tried asking her about it, but even she put her foot down and refused to give any hints. She said it wasn’t her secret to tell, and Venom accepted that. Even tho the secrets hurt.
Venom started to wonder if Eddie was getting tired of their bond. He usually got tired and edgy when they got close to the point in the month when the exchange happened, and was usually happier when he returned. He just wished that Eddie could just trust him with the reasons that he needed these breaks.